B4B

afternoon kegger today!
♥3rd ave & 8th st

why sleep when you can fly?

You think this is about drugs it's not
Its when my 13th bad idea turned right
And I made up my mind to exploit it
It wasn't quite as hard as you'd think it might
But the timing was real important
And I had made up my mind to enjoy it
I knew a bunch of thugs
Who were just hanging around
I'd agitate and activate them
Make them come on board
I could feel the universe expanding
And my vision was all commanding
I gave them these tapes
I gave them the gift of electricity
They had a gift for theft
I had our bodies hanging below us like moorings
And we all got to school in the morning
Where the teachers were never more boring
And is that the end rushing towards me
Or is it the floor
Well either way
I never saw it coming and what's more
If I had
I would have ignored it
And that is why I never got caught
So fuck you and whatever the fuck you thought
It was like stepping onto
A moving train
It was like the whole damn
Thing was prearranged
Oh the timing was a beautiful thing
As for the end
I never saw it coming

this album still gives me chills.
ill never forget that story.

mischief season

today we tried to sneak into
Boo Radley's yard.
unsuccessful,
but we are not giving up yet.
dinner tonight at my house:
homemade ice cream, squirrel stew,
deer, bean stew, sangria.
and other delicacies of the
post-crumble planning
self sufficient
garbage picking
world.
love it/live it

anarchy & budweiser

"There's people shotgunning beers
in the road, people smoking
weed in front of this squat here,
this is kinda like..like..
anarchy, isn't it?"
LJ

family values

DOING BUSINESS WITH YOU IS LIKE FUCKING A FLACCID DICK.
i could do something horrible and bratty and vicious right now.
i probably shouldn't.
but i might.

pain rain.

rain makes my head hurt
so bad.
stop stop stop stop stop.

grime time

suburbs make me want to kill.
i'm going home.
my bathroom is dirtier than these front lawns.
yuck.
i'm too bad for this.
i need the ghetto to keep me out of trouble.

who i am

who do you think you are?

home.

mom says i look healthy.

And thanked whatever cat-hating god cats pray to

we've got our dignity
we fought for that
Yeah, but there's no money
there's time for that
never worried about my belly
there's rats for that
never worried about my future
because i'm a cat

subliminal affection

luvu

a book i destroyed

[Women's hats cause me to rediscover the time when the
unbelievable invasion of flowers would bring me, along
with the freshness of youth and grief, the sense of a
visionary and tactile voluptuousness which I must have
interpreted as the confirmation of my nature in its most
secret form, that of sexual representation.]
Tristan Tzara

siq lyf

currently marinating in
slippery elm, garlic, tea tree oil, yogurt, kefir.
oh how I long for an immune system,
an immune system that is trained in guerrilla warfare.
and i think, me and this headache,
we've got the same birthday.
and I bet you, oh I bet you,
it's not over yet.
NOT EVEN CLOSE.

raspberry reich

HETEROSEXUALITY IS COUNTER REVOLUTIONARY.
MASTURBATION IS COUNTER REVOLUTIONARY.
BEDS ARE FOR THE BOURGEOISIE.
THE REVOLUTION IS MY BOYFRIEND.

life in heaven, eternity in hell.

Man has here two and a half minutes
-- one to smile, one to sigh,
and a half for love:
for in the midst of this minute
he dies.

- Jean Paul

sometimes.

sometimes you miss your friends
but are perfectly okay with never
seeing them again.

yes, princess

i've realized that i don't have to do any sort of
"dressing up" for goth night.
just a fresh coat of black nail polish.
i am a child of the darkness for life.

do whatever

my life is too pretend to be real.
i merked the furture.
and i'm not sorry.