family first

so he's on the phone with me, screaming that there's 31 days in july so we don't have to pay rent until friday and i tell him it's june, and he just keeps yelling telling me i'm a bitch and that he HATES to be around me.
and my headache has been so bad the past few days i can't walk straight sometimes and my vision keeps getting blurry. it might be because of stress, but if it is i don't see it getting better anytime soon.

raw power

"nobody understands me, i'm really sensitive."

"baby, I hate you because you're the one that I love."

why ignore me?
why not just be honest and mean?
because i can get off on that.

wastoid

x-ray pin-up calendar

so hott

why does everyone have to be wasted all the time?

oh, mr. byrne...

last night, around 3am
i watched Stop Making Sense
and danced by myself until
I fell asleep.

stuck

my antibiotics gave me an infection.
my body is stuck in a vicious circle.

rotting5alive

my body is soo tired of this.
i wanna be well.

ginger snaps.

I get this ache... And I, I thought it was for sex, but it's to tear everything to fucking pieces.

Out by sixteen or dead on the scene, but together forever.

Wrists are for girls. I'm slitting my throat.

fuck yeah.

versus the end of the evening

i never forgot my lines,
i still hear them all the time.